I have missed an entire week of running. I remember as a child my dad would come home from a rough day at work a huge grouch. We all couldn't wait for him to go on his run for the day, not because we wanted him out of the house, but because he would come back from his run a totally different person. I am learning the value of that now. I used to view "me time" as time alone doing anything. But I realize now "me time" is the time I get actually doing something for myself. Vegging on the couch just doesn't cut it anymore. Not only does it clear my head but it provides me with the satisfaction of just feeling better. Needless to say, I have been a grouch this week. I'm tired, I'm lonely and I want my husband back. Not only for the emotional stability he provides my children, but for the chance he gives me to do something for myself. I feel selfish in expressing this, but it's true. As moms we give all we have and it is nice to dispense that service to ourselves on occasion.
So I'm looking forward to Harvey returning home for many reasons, but one reason being for his babysitting services!:)
Oh boy, do I know that feeling! Isn't it great to know that tomorrow is another day and even next week is another week. It's so hard being the single mom and finding time for yourself. Running is such a great outlet for me (but you know that already). I hope that Harvey comes home soon for your sake and you get to have a wonderful week next week full of lots of miles! Too bad you don't live close to me, I would have totally taken your kids so you could have a run.
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