Day 61...

I can't believe I have been running now for 2 months. I feel some progression but not enough to satisfy so I did some speed workouts on Thursday. I began the day with the baby crying incessantly and the boy teasing the girls to the point where even I felt picked on. So the only thing I desired after I dropped them all off at their schools was to let out all my frustration on the treadmill. Which I despise. So I did some speed work. I felt so good afterwards. I wasn't able to achieve much as far as speed goes, but I felt better than I have in a long time. I have started eating more healthy and can feel a huge difference in the way that my body feels. I have more energy and more strength. Still no weight loss. I don't know why my body is hanging onto this weight. It can be quite devastating. So I try not to weigh myself very often and focus on the way I feel. Today is a saturday and I am supposed to run 5 miles. It will be the furthest I have gone since having the baby. I am not sure if I will manage to fit it in on a very busy day but we'll see!